Back in 1995 it was the Talking Heads song "Stop Making Sense." We were living at a 3 br townhome in Germantown, Maryland, outside of D.C. At the time i wrote, "i see this place as from the sky, mapped out across the landscape like an integrated circuit. We were called here..." My life had … Continue reading Sometimes things come together
Immanence
Subtitled Very Important Post Problem on the smoking porch continuing to be resolved alongside my OCD, and the DO, DO NOT voices with inception when I was refusing Zyprexa yet taking Topamax, the Topamax I am taking again now. I remember saying to myself on the psych ward, 1, i can't die for my cat … Continue reading Immanence
Deepening Faith
Talked to my pstchiatrist about ny blessing sexual issues today. He is physically handicapped also so it will be interesting to see how this plays out, i am hoping for a blessing, a warm understanding. Anything else would be si cruel. I also told him of my deepening faith and he approached this withourmr a … Continue reading Deepening Faith
Adopting the Serenity Prayer
Her It is a period of tumultuous feelings, and change. I was hoping to send my book to pro-choice advocates but some of them are hard to reach. It will also be expensive. I never used to like the Serenity Prayer that much, for snobbish reasons. I thought i was smarter than that. Recently im … Continue reading Adopting the Serenity Prayer
Asking my ex-Husband to ask me to marry him
I emailed him on my cell phone for hours. It is a precision craft postung to my blog or emailing my ex or even textibg my son on this phone. Usually if its really mpoortant or deep i get the worst neck and back ache. Usually i rough it out and then go back and … Continue reading Asking my ex-Husband to ask me to marry him
“California, a Pro-Life Novel” in post-production
“California, a Pro-Life Novel”
I am in the process of vetting this blog for illegal references as I am making it a platform for my book which will be coming out in the next week or so, I will put an alert here when it actually becomes available at the self-publisher website lulu.com. It will be available at Barnes … Continue reading “California, a Pro-Life Novel”
Report card on services from Planned Parenthood obtained in February of 1990.
I obtained an awake abortion procedure via vaccuum suction of the uterus. I was told there would be mild cramping. Instead it was unbearably painful. My problem wss that i felt ill with the pregnany, i was taking two psych meds that were dangerous in pregnancy, Haldol abd Tegretol. I was drinking alcohol regularly snd … Continue reading Report card on services from Planned Parenthood obtained in February of 1990.
