That’s what my life comes down to. Nobody wants to go near it. Its not that they dont understand, they dont want to have anything to do with it. Like the girl in a car crash who talked about “self-cathing” and never came back, and the guy in one partial program who talked about his “time with hinself” (masturbating) and never came back. People are embarrassed and don’t no how to react, there’s nowhere to go from there.
SEXUAL DAMAGE. It happened TWICE, the being kneed in the crotch, and then the catheter in the ICU. I can talk about it here because there’s no face to face.
God is healing me, but the memories and brain trauma persist. I fear I will slways need special care and I will always have a hard in time finding it. I think they may be done with me here.