Oh My Soul

I see my whole life like an ocean of woe, but its a sunny day, and thete ate a few seagulls to delight.  Im letting it all go. Challenging my mother, finally, felt different from what I thought.  I called her to see if she was planning to come to visit and she was not she wants to put it off till tomorrow. I see healing for my son.  I see letting go of the two abortions, finally.  I see Jesus instead of Hutton as the great arbiter of my days.  I feel a little sad.  I never kbew my mother, i realuze.  There’s not much time left.  Not much time for her, not much time for me either.  She was a young mother, i was an older mother.  I’m OMITTING my ex from the picture entirely.  This makes me hapoy.

I’m going to sign off now and play Mat Kearny’s song, “Moving On “

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