God just released me from the sexual relationship with my ex husband, which was a question of ungodly and painful contortions. It is a relief. God showed me His tears. I’m not sure what He means. I see ny husband in my minds eye, a good looking fellow with a good sense of humor. How did we get up to this nonsense? Its a dead loss. Except for our son. There’s nothing left for us. God has told me He would bring us back together but i know that for Alex it was all about the sex. A woman of my age cant be fooling around like that.
What a relief. I feel like I’ve been bound hand and foot for this sex life all these 27 years–we are only now disentangling although the divorce was finalized 5 1/2 years ago.
What a relief. Maybe now we will be able to look at the money question and the relational questions.
Hallelujah. Amen. I feel human again.
I see where this comes from the growing freedom frfrom im the sexualization in my relationship with my father. I’ve been challenging him on it for about 4 or 5 months now, and he’s having a hard time hiding from it any more. He’s about to cave. I see that ive always had a nan in my life continously since he tried to touch me when i was 17.
Thank God Almighty! Free at last!
800 p.m. Jackass on the smoking porch Breached my borders. This is no game. Keep your smut off of me.
