She has been on the phone for 3 DAYS STRAIGHT.
I put my hands over my ears and fled the room. I complained to my caseworker but there’s nothing she can do except mention it to her caseworker, who doesn’t like me particularly, so she won’t even embarrass her.
Everything else is on the back burner until this solved. The sound of her voice is starting to make me nauseous. I saw a big dark cloud last night, as we were turning into the road that leads here, and i guess this is another part of processing it.
My therapist gave me this verse to reflect on today: in Timothy: “God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of Love, of power and a sound mind.”
…an hour or two later
Lol. I took it to my caseworker, who took it to her caseworker, who had just gotten off the phone with her sister, who has power of attorney over her, and had just called to ask them to stop her from making these phone calls. They are unnecessary. Her insurance and financial matters are taken care of. The phone calls are just a coping mechanism, one that’s driving ME AND her sisters insane so she has to stop. It’s funny because she was getting so pretentious. A win for the authority of MH powers that be, unfortunately. This is why I don’t like to be classified as MH but as predominantly physical med, because MH is ripe with this stuff. It’s a catch 22. My PHYSICAL sexual injury is my claim to a certain kind of sanity, its a bleak world i live in but, bottom line, i can claim a certain dignity that MH clients don’t have. I’m being nasty because she was being cruel. She confessed that she holds herself to be cold and selfish. I would add manipulative and passive aggressive. I cant seem to escape her, she us sitting right here and i want to get away from her, and i cant i have lost ny privacy
Oh and if she starts the phone calls again I’m supposed to tell her caseworker.
Here i am learning to be vicious.
I needed to learn how to defend my own space. This woman has been overwhelming me with a completely fake friendship for ? 3 weeks. Back to reality, pick up the pieces. Thank you God.