The part im leaving out is the onset of tbe OCD, which i am herein making a note to bring up with the tberapist at tbe clinic, also whether tbe partial hospital program is benefitting me because my issues are so deeply personal i get shredded up when i go there, theres value in tbe “warm body” principle of people contact, anyone is better than noone, sort of like the laying on of hands. But the people are kind of low fuctioning and i feel like im giving myself away there to no purpose.
Im told to talk to my therapist about it so i can only pray i get there on Thursday, and that she does too, ive missed two days.
Also i need to remember to talk to her about the likely sexual abuse when i was 14.
