Woke up so beyond all confusion this morning that things made sense a whole new way. At first i made yesterdsys post private but then left it as a precursor for todays. I had to go back to my sons birth to find solid ground. It was a scary, crazy time that im big enough to carry now: he almost died, and we were shunned: ive been carrying this all this time, as part of the mix. What a joy to come forward, what a relief to hold him up for healing!