Struggling with the question, should i give out ny number? My son in my mind says No and i just asked God to tell me one way or the other and he said No. Women arent asking. 2 staffers, (women) asked, one if them isnt permitted, the other i will certainly call. Of tbe residents i sense that two of the men are wanting to keep in touch, both of them are cute, eligible, and my age. I am torn between thinking i need a relationship like i need a hole in the head and how am I ever going to meet a anybody; but i see my EX in my mind asking me not to.
God says No, i guess i have to leave it at that. I just dont want to hurt anybodys feelings or maje anybody mad. I dont kniw hiw to wind down the flirtation, maybe u shouldnt have done that. Oops. I am loiking at my relationships wjrh other women and how i need to imprive in that area. I have filled the gap with flirtations with men. I didnt know i was doing wrong. Im a stripe off my mothers back. This is awful. What do i do?