Went to 1100 mass yestetday.
All bets are off. At church, i heard the truth for the first time. The Reverend talked about Jesus on the road to Emmaus and i believed him as i would believe my father if i could, which i cant, he is a lecher and a liar. It was plain as day what he said and i believed. Suddenly i am a true and churchgoing Christian. I will call this week about baptism. I will go again next Sunday.