Im at the County Services office in the nearby city getting ready to apply for a caseworker. Ive already gotten a dirty look. Im dressed to well to be receiving welfare. In the last week the full-on sunshine towards me in this vicinity has been abating. Im not getting NASTY looks but people arent falling all over me to be nice any more either. And i didn’t shower. I can only hope that tbe diagnosis handwritten by rhe doctor on a prescription form, helps me. He said it would.
Im groggy from the extra 25 mg of Clozaril im taking in the morning. Its a tiny amount but it hits me hard. The doctor says the drowsiness will wear off, give it a few more weeks.
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