I have been sleeping ALL THE TIME since church last Sunday (today is Thursday.). Yesterday i made it to RCIA and then i went out to the supermarket in the evening just for the sake of getting out and staying up. So this morning i was so tired out from that that i turned over and went back to sleep and didnt wake up until 1130–i was supposed to be at my psychotherapy appointment. So i made a 525 dollar phone call–referring a creditor to my bankruptcy proceeding–and had nothing i could do but go back ti bed.
My mother isnt hassling me–thats a miracle!– but my cats, or rather, my sons cats–are getting alarmed. Now its time for their dinner. Last thing i remember i was getting them breakfast.
I also talked to my therapist in the morning and she wasnt mad. I called her right away when i woke up and the phone was busy for 10 munites. I thought, “oh, no!” Then a few minutes later she called me while i was calling her–i was so relieved. Everything is working to the Good, just like the Lord says. I dont feel guilty at all. Each day that i have laid in some new huge thing has proved through, i havent missed a single step. Today is a ltttle scary, its 6 o’clock now. But i trust that the Lord is leading me.
