Posting from my cell phone because this is a sudden, intimate moment.
Have been posting momentously, privately.
Now, it’s about the cats.
Because now i see why i was so obsessed over my cat Daisy, getting pregnant when i sent her here from Mass. after relationship with roommate, J. in apartment there broke up in ’86.
Its because it really is true that i was traumatized by my mother having the mother cat, who we called “Kitten,” put down after she had her kittens because my mother was about to have my sister and she said that Kitten would scratch the baby.
So, in ’86, I wound up making a suicide attempt and ending up in the state hospital!
Still figuring this.