Here there is a final rift with my father and I will be leaving; it cannot go another way.

He is busted down to “traffic cop.”

I cant even remember now the reason but this fits.

He had been going around everywhere having affairs with people in this head, even Sister M.; and my old therapist. Me, my sister. He is a completely sexualized person and doesn’t know how to go any other way.

I know it is about past abuse in his childhood family; but they say, dont try to understand an abuser; just stay away. And EVERYBODY has said for the longest time, dont try to convert him, its not on your plate.

I guess I am understanding this.

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