Today I am breaking through to a new level.
I am recalling Magdalena. A woman at the state hospital, she was pure blonde, talked to herself all day long under her breath. She said she had a husband floating around somewhere in Germany. Or, she was from Germany. I cant remember.
She was a former lover of the man whom I had commandeered for a lover. She said to him (he repeated it) that I was “COLD and calculating.” I had never heard words like that about myself. There was a lot of stuff like that going around about me there.
She was about 10 years older.
So, I have an errand to do, I will get back to you on this later.
Love, Your Mother