A week ago, I abruptly shut down this blog for reasons of my personal safety. There also has been an issue of my personal safety with my NOT blogging as I cannot speak for myself in this fashion to the community any more. But, as it has trickled out I see how the blogging--from the … Continue reading Retiring Blog
Author: abbyhillonline
studying to be a Catholic Christian
mother, ex-wife, sister, friend
End of Blog
For reasons of personal security I am shutting this blog down.
This Just In, Updated, updated
...See my last post. omg, I just saw this. About the explosion on my mother. It was David. The point about state hospital patient David and his girlfriend, Claire, who went on to Wellesley, is that he took her virginity and she hated him for it. He blamed his breakdown on this. (Of course, he … Continue reading This Just In, Updated, updated
This Just In
So, its about David at Wernersville again. All of this. Its about the spell. The clincher was when I remembered the moment when I flipped out on my mother, after my return from the first stay at Wernersville, when David seduced me. I went home and I was terrified about him. For some reason, it … Continue reading This Just In
Its because of the weather
That's why I had to bring the cats in. I got it when the winds came up suddenly as I finished eating. Also, that was probably why the "seizure-gasm" at the Rite Aid in town last night where I went for my second COVID vaccination shot. There was so much static that I errupted. A … Continue reading Its because of the weather
About Georgia
First of all, there was another Lancastrian, another Lancastrian stalker, as I have said so many times. Barry from Harvard Square in the 80's. Or, was I the stalker? in both cases. my damaged sexuality was an issue. TODAY, I learned that in the case of Georgia in her native Allentown, the real issue all … Continue reading About Georgia
About Georgia
After thevstate hospital I spent my whole life running after a woman who had NOTHING TO DO WITH MY LIFE. Fir 32 years, she has stayed "under the radar." I can hear her in my mind right now calling "Police Police." Thats just how this is. I met this woman in the middle of a … Continue reading About Georgia
Foodie, men; revised
Saturday night 5/22. Last night I identified myself to my sons girlfriend--where there has been a conflict--as having an "exotic eating disorder." I realized it myself; at the end of my life--I am 59 years old-- I am moving into my final dieting mode. This one is going to work! The Lord is with me. … Continue reading Foodie, men; revised
Tasering in South Florida
I was tasered in South Florida around 2010, before divorcing my husband there; and relocating here to PA. I dont have a whole lot to say about it any more other than what I have just said to my son. That it was not a lie. Similarly. The "de facto torturing" of the clamped catheter … Continue reading Tasering in South Florida
To Claire
After 34 years I am able to address the fallout of my healing on the Lodge Program psych unit at Wernersville State Hospital where I stayed 2 separate times from 1987 until 1988. Something happened there that I didnt understand. I was deathly ill when I got there. The pain--which I can now connect to … Continue reading To Claire
