Smooth move, Cameron. This is a teaser for my book, which might not come out for another year or more. So, when he was chasing me around the house trying to get me to give him my son's birth certificate so that he could file for rite of abode in the UK; and insisting that … Continue reading 2009
Author: abbyhillonline
studying to be a Catholic Christian
mother, ex-wife, sister, friend
Yellow Butterfly
Well I was sitting in the garden outside the conservatory, smoking a cigarette; pondering the mysteries. I saw a yellow butterfly flying up high in the trees; not a common sight here. I used to see them in Florida. Here, it reminded me that I am above the animals; specifically, the cats. I have been … Continue reading Yellow Butterfly
Update
Starting a new med tomorrow that I have been waiting on for 3 weeks. It was approved this morming by my insurance. In the meantime everything is coming out in the wash, i've realized that my mother hated me for being born. She loved her son, her firstborn, and i came too soon after. She … Continue reading Update
Red, raw eye
There was an updated version of this last post that somehow got lost. I hit the "update" by button and left it aside. Only later did i realize that it hadnt updated; and there was no record in my drafts. This was a terrible loss as this year's bad anniversary was combined with the commemoration … Continue reading Red, raw eye
Abortion Anniversary
I never see it coming. I was even thinking about it on and off for the last couple of days. Thinking, I seem to be over it (because it usually bothers me). Then, just now, I emailed my ex. It was his child. I thought I was too sick to have the baby. This was … Continue reading Abortion Anniversary
Back online
Our internet went out. It was the weather! I got a little paranoid but the Lord led me right: to let it go, and then I heard the whole house internet was out, it was the storm. I'm a step ahead! I can get a mobile hotspot in my cellphone. They have silly little flip … Continue reading Back online
Cut off
I am cut off on my email via no internet on my laptop and no outgoing email on my bn phone. And this post may not make it into print as i have mysteriously lost my last two posts, and cant access my desktop WordPress in my laptop. My guiding voices tell me that the … Continue reading Cut off
