Phone Preference

I figured out a lot of things by realizing that I was a "hi-tech brat." I had a college roommate who was a self-proclaimed "faculty brat;" "similar to a military brat." The issue of "phone preference" came up with her. My father was a hi-tech professional and was also an AT&T employee and my mother's … Continue reading Phone Preference →

Update to last night’s post, “Misperception vs. Reality”

I became a stalker in South Central Florida. I posted about the Nurse Practitioner gyn person; we were pleasantly "invited" to Florida with a good job offer, but after we got there we were beaten all to hell. It was me of course. In my mind I was still dealing with the diffIcult and deleterious … Continue reading Update to last night’s post, “Misperception vs. Reality” →

Misperception versus reality

So, in Florida I tried to see a gynecologist in about the 3rd year we were there. I saw a sign, I dont now remember where, saying "A Place for Women." So, I called them up. I went in for my appointment; I filled out the paperwork. For the "date of my last gyn visit" … Continue reading Misperception versus reality →

About Dr. Boutin in Fla

I had a lovely, childlike romance with Dr. Boutin that was forged out of my insecurity and pain. I didnt even want that. It was all very confusing. The moment I first saw him it was like I saw a ghost: slim, elegant, good-looking, well-dressed male psychotherapist I was reeling from the blow of a … Continue reading About Dr. Boutin in Fla →

Homewrecker

Eye injury. Tasering. House party. Adultery. She was there for all of it. I tried to stop the relationship between our two families, knowing that it would bring no good. I see her now. She was stalking him all along. And he enjoyed it. All along. Our family didnt have a chance against her. Thats … Continue reading Homewrecker →

What About Me?!!!

There is old business here. Georgia of my last post was a special and beautiful and disturbed prson. There were several state hospital patients like that that I was extremely attracted to and one of them I made the WORST MISTAKE with. They were attracted to the Harvard thing and the Advocate President thing, not … Continue reading What About Me?!!! →

“Georgy Girl”

In the High School singing group we sang "Hey There Georgy Girl." We went to a state mental institution near the school to perform for a group of elderly patients. This was a foreshadowing of my trip to the Berks County State Hospital at Wernersvile in 1986, where I ran into trouble. During my third … Continue reading “Georgy Girl” →

Hard Knowledge

On Thursday night, (last Thursday, Dec. 3) I was outside the Dunkin Donuts eating a meal deciding what to do about a psych prescription that needed to be filled and listening to a show on the radio that my car radio had somehow jumped to (I don't know how); it was about animal rights. It … Continue reading Hard Knowledge →

GRACE

Ian,I wanted to tell you of the significant change that I experienced in the last few days.I finally realized all these things that were explained by an understanding of my sexual disability since childhood.The final and most important was my sick childhood feeling about Mother Mary, Grandad queered us so badly about religion but for … Continue reading GRACE →

Inventory

In the wake of a terrible overdose Thanksgiving 2016, I wound up being seen at New Vitae Wellness and Recovery in Quakertown, PA for 2 1/2 years after being a resident at the associated personal care boarding home for 3 months. After extricating myself from that practice, I am here to give a rave review! … Continue reading Inventory →