Tonight I drop another 50 mg Clozaril, from 150 mg at bedtime to 100 mg, 50 mg in the a.m. I am reviewing my stresses. I have cut my smoking from 10 to 15 cigarettes a day to 3 to 6; unfortunately i do not have the same success with my weight. I have gained … Continue reading Stressing
Author: abbyhillonline
studying to be a Catholic Christian
mother, ex-wife, sister, friend
Past President Obama
Like I said, the Lord is moving mountains for me through this med change. The snarls from the past are coming undone. In late 2008, after the November election, I wrote an email to President Elect Barak Obama's Transition Team. It was easy to find him online. He wanted his Presidency to be "transparent." I … Continue reading Past President Obama
Med Change
I am getting off Clozaril and adjusting to Nuplazid, a very new, "newer" antipsychotic med. This has been going on for about 4 weeks. So, I havent been posting. TO THE WALL with mental, physical, and emotional stress. But the Lord is leading me through. My thoughts are reorganizing and reorienting. I feel like a … Continue reading Med Change
Brother
Check out Trading My Sorrows by Guy Penrod. Awesome. My brother is talking to the me, so he must be in HEAVEN, because people in Hell cant reach the living. And, from now on, that's all I have to worry about--getting into Heaven! Everything else falls into place. Allelujah! Amen.
Brother’s Suicide
Jeffrey Epsteins suicide is helping me make sense of my brother's. Since last November, when he did it, I have been wondering what the connection is between my frantic processing of the past, and this final act of my brother's. I had woken up that morning making a first time ever assertion in my mind … Continue reading Brother’s Suicide
Golddiggers.com
First, my husband said, you better watch out; there are other women who are getting inerested in me. He was pulling down a nice weekly paycheck as a software consultant; he got started by taking a years leave of absence from a major industry vendor, claiming he needed to take care of me. I was … Continue reading Golddiggers.com
Break Point: Game, Set, Match; updated
My aging mother other and father were glued to tennis on the telly recently: Wimbledon, I presume. Well my own situation is brewing to a break point. As i waited for weeks for new the medication, Nuplazid to be prescribed, approved, ordered, and dispensed from a specialty pharmacy, my entire life was in … Continue reading Break Point: Game, Set, Match; updated
