I take it back what I said about a Harlem scholarship student being raped by a teacher and being killed. I just made that just made that up in my mind. I was under a lot of mental stress.
I go against the death penalty.Last week I was saved. I go against the death penalty I had against myself for a silly, faulty suicide attempt I made when I was 21--just a little girl in my mind. For that, I stayed suicidal ALL MY LIFE. I blocked it out of my mind when I … Continue reading The Death Penalty
I am at home for the first time since I was 14 years old. I had a baby by my father when I was 13. I was forced to abort him. His name was Arthur Ambrose. I was sent away to a boarding school and blocked it all out. I had a roommate; I won't … Continue reading MY JOURNEY HOME
Went to the Horsham MH Clinic in Ambler, PA Ambled on the waves (as in, out of the boat, on the waves, w/ th Lord). for a good long time. They took a mole off my face back in June and took me off the Clozaril at the same time and I went through the … Continue reading My new identity
A week ago, I abruptly shut down this blog for reasons of my personal safety. There also has been an issue of my personal safety with my NOT blogging as I cannot speak for myself in this fashion to the community any more. But, as it has trickled out I see how the blogging--from the … Continue reading Retiring Blog
For reasons of personal security I am shutting this blog down.
...See my last post. omg, I just saw this. About the explosion on my mother. It was David. The point about state hospital patient David and his girlfriend, Claire, who went on to Wellesley, is that he took her virginity and she hated him for it. He blamed his breakdown on this. (Of course, he … Continue reading This Just In, Updated, updated
So, its about David at Wernersville again. All of this. Its about the spell. The clincher was when I remembered the moment when I flipped out on my mother, after my return from the first stay at Wernersville, when David seduced me. I went home and I was terrified about him. For some reason, it … Continue reading This Just In
That's why I had to bring the cats in. I got it when the winds came up suddenly as I finished eating. Also, that was probably why the "seizure-gasm" at the Rite Aid in town last night where I went for my second COVID vaccination shot. There was so much static that I errupted. A … Continue reading Its because of the weather
First of all, there was another Lancastrian, another Lancastrian stalker, as I have said so many times. Barry from Harvard Square in the 80's. Or, was I the stalker? in both cases. my damaged sexuality was an issue. TODAY, I learned that in the case of Georgia in her native Allentown, the real issue all … Continue reading About Georgia