When they're happy, im happy. Travis and Tanner. They belong to my son. I was getting irritable with them until i realized it hurt their feelings when i walked right by them without paying them any attention. And how much they do that pleases me and helps me. So, if things get tense i pray … Continue reading Feline
Category: Mental Journeys
Trump
After posting here about the National Emergency i received a letter from the RNC asking for a vote of support and funds. The latter i dont have, i sent a check for 5 dollars. I fell all over myself checking boxes. It was kind of silly. Next thing i know Donal Trump is slashing Social … Continue reading Trump
Motivational problem
Here i am, upstairs in the cottage on a winter day, with the space heater on hi next to my old fashioned wing chair. one cat on the bed beside me and the other underneath it: Tanner and Travis. They are constantly fighting over the attention they get from me and so it is now. … Continue reading Motivational problem
Ex-sister-in-law
How do i handle her? I knew that she meant trouble for me, my brother and my family within a few minutes of meetiing her. She was a Colunbia University Comp Lit graduate and a Mabhattsn socialite. She caught the Seiko wristwatch and the Harvard grad sister and saw the opportunity she was looking for. … Continue reading Ex-sister-in-law
Writing; Fighting
The clouds out my newly cleared out window look like punctuation: two small dark ones over a small white one. Today i am writing my heart out. I am writing for my son's life. I an writing for my salvation. I am wirking on my book. My therapist directed me to Ephesians 6: 10-20 The … Continue reading Writing; Fighting
Terror
With my mother and me terror is always a factor. I am looking--in my mind--at the video footage of my son that i described in my last post--sick and disoriented. And it strikes me as a reflection of reacting with a sexually damaged Mom. That my mother just fostered our actual telatuonshio. But NO! My … Continue reading Terror
Up All Night
I was up ALL NIGHT last night, laying still in the dark. My sister and her husband were here, and my son canceled a date in order be here to see them. Something horrible happened. Well, it happened some 18 years ago. Thats the trouble I'm having. It feels like its happening now and i … Continue reading Up All Night
