Just ran into a bad patch after my last post which involved getting put on the spot regarding my son's promised, belated visit to my mother for her birthday tomorrow. I have expressed dismay at her taking over my son. Then as i was processing this i was thinking about my poor blasted face and … Continue reading Two very sick people
My book--i don't know if it is an autobiographical novel or just plain autobiograohy--is hung up on 6 slices of pizza left in the fridge in a Holiday Inn near a waterpark bearby. I also dont know if its my book that's held up or just my life, but here i am m to post … Continue reading My book
I disbelieve Sister M. that my marriage is invalid. She herself strongly encouraged ne to trust that i had "baptism of desire" before i was baptised. And before i met my husband i had spent 2 years in religious "training" with a born again Chrustian friend from the state hospital. She was a schizophrenic and … Continue reading Hallelujah!
Had a lovely Christmas alone with the cats: my son's who i always take care of, and my mom's, who loved the unusual attention. I was sick with a UTI and at the ER on Monday morning, Christmas Eve, they kept me for 4 hours because of all the pain in my lower abdomen. They … Continue reading Rescue at the urgent care clinic
The problem with my marriage and motherhood is that it started with a rape. Mybex had me pinnrd diwn. Wevwerent using a ny orotection. H exoexmcted him to pull out. Then, at the last minute, he cried out, "Let me come deep inside you! Tell me you live me until the end of time! There … Continue reading Rape
Dear Sister M., Through my interactions with you, including finally the baptism, i am healing if tbe bizarre sexual condition that plagued me all my life. More on this later. 2 minutes later: The bizarre mental OCD that started eith imoroperly taking the Tegretil and Haldol in 1987 is clearing. Tbis is incredible. My current … Continue reading Another message: brief