There was an updated version of this last post that somehow got lost. I hit the "update" by button and left it aside. Only later did i realize that it hadnt updated; and there was no record in my drafts. This was a terrible loss as this year's bad anniversary was combined with the commemoration … Continue reading Red, raw eye
I never see it coming. I was even thinking about it on and off for the last couple of days. Thinking, I seem to be over it (because it usually bothers me). Then, just now, I emailed my ex. It was his child. I thought I was too sick to have the baby. This was … Continue reading Abortion Anniversary
Our internet went out. It was the weather! I got a little paranoid but the Lord led me right: to let it go, and then I heard the whole house internet was out, it was the storm. I'm a step ahead! I can get a mobile hotspot in my cellphone. They have silly little flip … Continue reading Back online
I am cut off on my email via no internet on my laptop and no outgoing email on my bn phone. And this post may not make it into print as i have mysteriously lost my last two posts, and cant access my desktop WordPress in my laptop. My guiding voices tell me that the … Continue reading Cut off
Everyone here lives in fear of my mother. We do a dance for her. Even the cats. She is mentally ill and dangerous. I am praying for Jesus to find her and lead her to seek treatment for her lifelong illness. Instead of seeking refuge in mine.
Well today has been a watershed day, I believe it is called a red letter day; yesterday was the watershed. All of my issues, having been pared and pruned in my book for many months and then laid aside; came together in my mind in a glorious denouement after setting the book aside to "percolate" … Continue reading Sorting it out
I am using the BAKE function on my nifty toaster oven for the first time. It is well over 2 1/2 years old but I went into the psych ward in late November of 2016 and I am only now coming out the other side. I've been living here with my mother and father for … Continue reading Friday Night Adrift