The real truth; word to the wise; 1

Tapering off Clozaril; resuming a tricyclic anti-depressant after 25 years After 4 months, my whole life is falling back into place. A MIRACLE is happening. No, I was not suicidal at Harvard in Fall 1982 when my roommates complained to the senior tutor and he marched me over to community mental health services. When I … Continue reading The real truth; word to the wise; 1

Miracle Day

I have been tapering off Clozaril, a powerful antipsychotic med; and adjusting to Nuplazid, a very gentle new antipsychotic med intended for Parkinsonian patients. It is very expensive and had to be approved by my insurance. I'm not sure whether it was my strange, Parkinsonian-like condition that made the doctor think of it for me, … Continue reading Miracle Day

Another message: brief

Dear Sister M., Through my interactions with you, including finally the baptism, i am healing if tbe bizarre sexual condition that plagued me all my life. More on this later. 2 minutes later: The bizarre mental OCD that started eith imoroperly taking the Tegretil and Haldol in 1987 is clearing. Tbis is incredible. My current … Continue reading Another message: brief

Interesting Day: Medjugorge revisited

I brought up Medjugorge at dinner (its been over two weeks since my encounter with the proselytizer at the ER psych intake.)  There was a healing of the sexual abuse by my father.  He insulted me twice at dinner;  i walked away.  i got up frim dinner, left my plate and my cup on the … Continue reading Interesting Day: Medjugorge revisited

Proving Through (from late last night)

Its a miracle. The bad press that went down in 2008, when i was stymied by having to choose between supporting the first Black President and opposing abortion, is falling away.   I wrote insensitive letters to the editor of the St Petersburg Times deriding Barak Obama for being faithless to former slaves, not being one … Continue reading Proving Through (from late last night)