Miracle Day

I have been tapering off Clozaril, a powerful antipsychotic med; and adjusting to Nuplazid, a very gentle new antipsychotic med intended for Parkinsonian patients. It is very expensive and had to be approved by my insurance. I'm not sure whether it was my strange, Parkinsonian-like condition that made the doctor think of it for me, … Continue reading Miracle Day

Accountable for sexual abuse of self

Well the shit gets deep when you become accountable on account of what SOMEBODY ELSE does TO YOU. Your father expresses a sexual interest in you-- you are 17--that is your problem, regardless of the fact that it is not on account of anything you have done. With your mother it is like RAPE in … Continue reading Accountable for sexual abuse of self

Faith formation

As you move forwad in Christian faith--in Catholic Christian faith--things from the past that were imporant in your Christian formation become important. I was listening to a song on Christian radio on rhe way home ftom Sister M.'s "Because the cross has already won the war."  It finally brought me to peace with the here … Continue reading Faith formation